my last 30 mins

real live update..

im sitting in the room alone blogging and savoring my last few moments..
waiting for Mr Ong and his band of brothers to gate-crash..
the battle of the sexes is going to begin...

today will be one of my biggest moments of my life..

ppl have been asking me if im feeling excited over the past few mths... to be frank, no, i was not.. simply because there was so much preparation and the smallest details to take care of..

up till this moment, then the butterflies are starting to grow in me..

i shall wait patiently for my Mr Ong to find the correct key to my room...

-The blushing Bride

24-02-2009

24-02-2009:

The date to remember...

The date that symbolises new life begins for us now...

The date that means answerable towards each other...

The date that means i'll have to listen to him sing for the rest of our lives...

The date that means he'll tickle me to death for the next 50 yrs...

The date that means he will hear me whine till he goes deaf...

The date that means we'll have each other for eternity...

The date that we became Mr & Mrs Ong Kok Tong

The Happily Ever After

Everyone craves for Happily Ever After endings...
It does not happen magically when you snap your fingers..
It can be achieve thru lots of hard work..
It involves loads of trust, understanding, compromising, tolerance, love, laughters, humor, passion, motivation along with with a pinch of jealousy & anger at the correct times...

have finally finish all the Twilight Saga books...
all 4: Twlight + New Moon + Ecplise + Breaking Dawn

Its a Happily Ever After Ending...

im now dying to get my hands on Mignight Sun.. its Twilight but written on the perspective of Edward Cullen.. i managed to read partial of the manual script on the writer's official website..its mind blowing and addictive as usual..

The books made me re-visit how life have been for me so far.. it has been kind..
and remind me of the things i have conveniently taken for granted...
Family is always important... they nv give up on you.. so you shld nv give up ...

i love Happily Ever After...

Emotions....

Do you some time feels unsure abt the decision you make???
Afraid that you might make a wrong choice??
and the decision you make will hurt the others ard you??

Well i guess it happens to everyone.. right..??

Sometimes, even the most confident person will have their emo moment ... that make them unsure...

damn.. so emo for what?? hahaha

as the time counts down...

my heartbeats gets faster...

time seems to slow down...

my breathing starts to get shorter and faster...

the butterflies in my stomach trying to fly out thru to my throat...

yet... im totally so excited and looking forward to that day!!

damn so emo....

Fav Song of the moment: Supermassive Massive Black Hole

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Twilight . Full Moon . Eclipse . Breaking Dawn

Damn, i cant believe how good the books were.. it keeps you wanting more... its the American Harry Potter... but so much more brillant i wld say.. perhaps its feel closer to real life..something ppl more willing to relate too?? Harry Potter wld be too magical, too impossible to be real life..but who knows..anything is possible... right?? damn... i'm hypnotised by it already... haiz...

In fact i caught the movie before reading the first book. The movie, Twlight, was not too far off fr the book unlike Harry Potter its too magical too impossible.. no doubt vampires seems far-fetched.. theres still a little Bella in all of us afteryou read the books..

I have completed Twilight & Full Moon, half way thru to Eclipse and already put my name in queue for Breaking Dawn..

I have read Full Moon several times now.. each time it never feels to make me feel for the characters.. it really puts you in the mood.. im glad i caught the movie first, as the Twilight OST was super cool.. listening to the songs and reading the book at the same time give you the mood...

Reading the book made me realise some things that are so close to what we have taken for granted on a day to day basis...

(1) We always want others to change for us..

But changing others to suit you is not always the best case.. it might work but it cld back fire on you one day...

Solution: learn to accept that each of us have a flaw, flaw is gd.. it makes us human enough..

(2) The decision you make now might seem to be the best way out, but you will regret if the decision made does not invloved the intended party, its not the best...

Solution: Talk it thru for the best possible solution available, compromise even though it might hurt like hell, at least all invloved is aware what is and going to happen fr the decision.

(3) Been Selflish might not always be a bad thing, especially when you think that its the best for the intended party.

Solution: its in all of us, but dont let it rule you..it can only be 1% of what you are..

(4) Been Selfless, puting the needs of the ones you cared before your own seems logical and the correct thing to do.

Solution: I personally believe it like a religion as it does make miracles, but too much of it will be worthless and plain sacrifice, tired and draining physically & mentally.

(5) Getting Hearbroken. Having heard mean & harsh words or actions said or done to you cld hurt like hell, but it cld be gd for you, no matter how much u might hate it..

Solution: having gone thru that will make you grow and appreciate more in life and cherish what you have on hand.. somehow might be able to keep you grounded instead of bumping ard more often.

I would highly recommend all to read the books.. it might change how you think or not.. in any case, its an excellent read!!.

Do listen to the Twilight Sound Track, it absolutely stunning...

Supermassive Black Hole by Muse is my latest poison...best know for the baseball scene in Twilight

Goodbye to 2008 Welcome 2009!

Looking back in 2008, life has been kind to me…

Had time for short vacations… went to Phuket & Genting..
Good career advancement…small promotion…
More time spend at home… mahjong with family is always fun!!
Picked up a new sport… still trying to learn…
Picked up knitting… still trying to complete my first scarf…
Entering the last phase of my single hood life…
Having a home on my own finally.. building in process though
Hot mama Britney Spears finally bounced back…
Caught the last movie of the year Twilight… totally fell in love with all the songs in the movie and of cuz the story.. am continuing to read the remaining books..

Moving forward into 2009…
there is so much more waiting for me!!
To put more in time & effort for the big day…its once in a lifetime only…
Smile more, don’t worry too much…enjoy life to the fullest…stop all the mood swings…

I'm loving 2009 already!