A Simple Me... in my Simple World

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Monday, April 30, 2007

bitching session~~

Few months back, we started to have makan-cum-drinking session on every closeout, to reward ourself for the hard work and effort put in for the month, to relax for 1 night before we start our battle again for the new month... initially the session started off with simple steamboat buffet with lots of crapping, jokes, nagging, laughters and fun...to ktv pub with some ppl singing their hearts away, some playing five-ten, playing bluff with dices..

Each time we had to makan at one place den move off to another place to chill and drink.. so today, we went to this place where u can makan and then chill at that very place, save time moving ard, especially when u are so settled at the first palce.. The place was called "Timbre: Music Bistro and Bar".
Timbre is situated at The Substation Garden, just behind The Substation main building near the Old National Library site. Tucked away from the maddening crowd - in a hidden, dew-kissed nook at Armenian Street, a fresh fusion of music and food has planted itself among the waving leafy fronds. It's rustic tranquility sweeps one back to more youthful days when things were less complicated and everything was forward. and its al fresco setting amidst the hustle and bustle of town allows one to gaze at the night sky in quiet contemplation - an isle of calm amidst a busy city. Very nice ambience with live band singing the patrons' song request... There's ample parking lots (free after 5pm). Ambience was great with live band singing away with the song request.



The first not so-good part is that they only serve one kind of food by the time we reach there (we reached there abt 11pm.. closeout mah, wat to do), Thin-crust pizzas with a wide selection of toppings... the pizza was abt 14-inch, so we ordered 2, the beef & pork sausage toppings, thinking that it should be big enough to feed 6 hungry monkeys, whose last meals was abt 2pm.. When the pizzas arrived, indeed it was abt 14-inch wide, but the crust was super thin lar.. they should call it the "SUPER-DUPER THINNEST CRUST U'LL EVER EAT PIZZA" the thiness of the crust was abt 2 A4 size paper put together lar.. but amazingly it could hold onto the toppings.. the beef was not alot.. the pork sausage pizza was much better....
The second not so-good part came when the waiter came to us with the bill & asked for our last round of drink at 12.30am!!! As its was the eve of Labour Day, we didnt expect them to close shop so early... but they did.. too bad...closing shop at 1am on a public holiday eve was earli. Considering that we only reach there at abt 11pm...
Everyone had a great time catching up with each other, sharing the latest gossips, bitching abt work life... laughing our hearts out with super corny jokes and over the stupidest stuff... best part is to bitch abt things we cant say when in uniform or club premises as there's always the danger of "walls have ears!!". But at each of these gathering, all bitching are left at the table, we know all the bitching & bitterness will be among ourselves..muahaha... so looking forward to the next closeout gather... hmmm..wondering where can we have filling food and gd ambience to chill... muahaha... oh yeah actually we intend to go Loof instead, but change plan so went to Timbre instead. Maybe we could go there the next closeout?? Wat say u STCians & PPWians, plus Maeve, Colin & Jolene?? muahahahahha


Sunday, April 29, 2007

Aching Ahhhhhhhhhh~~~

Yesterday was my 2nd volleyball practise...i did not play the Libero though... went back to play my very first position, the 'long' position ... heheh its actually my most beloved and respected coach, Mr Lim Bah Seng's lingo.. it mean generally the area this position can spike... fr the spiking position, the the 'long' spiker have a wider area to attack. But i have a prob..my arms are not straight...this has been a prob ever since i started. I rem kena 'punished' by the seniors to hit each wall in the sch hall 20x so that i can learn to straighten my arm when i spike... there were at least 60 pillars in the sch hall! (i did more than once..trust me) I call my arm the chicken wing arm..muhahaha... well got to rem to straighten my arms le...hehehhe

One thing i appreciate is the patient teachings of my coach & seniors with the building of my vb foundations... they taught and i learnt well.. which is why after 3 yrs of MIA from vb, i can still play..although abit rusty, spiking not as good... recieving still okie... i can still dig & roll & save a shot den fall onto the ground gracefully without hurting myself!!! muahahhaa.... that is so important as age is catching up..hehehhe

After the many balls i spike, many saves from diving and rolling.. my whole body is aching!! But i sure like the feeling of persipration on my skin throughout the 3 hrs of training....What i didnt like was the strange feeling of playing with different groups of vb enthuists... especially so when ah bet and feli was not ard yest.... one's on flight, the other was sick....its okie.. they will be back next wk!! yeah!!

Oh yeah, guess who i saw last night at training?? It was EDWIN PANG!! muahaha... one of the St Hilda's player back then who was quite well known for his skills, looks and of cuz great bod...... he still look very delicious..oopps..muahah... anyway he was there to support his gf for the vb training...giving her tips every now and then.. (hmm which i find abit disrespectful, considering that our team coach was there.. he cld have done after the training or during the breakies??) the same gf who won the very first ROXY Ger held in 2002?? They have been together for very long liao wor.. its gd to always see couples have a common sport that they can engaged it..as they know how the sport is played mentally & physically they can cheer and support each other..thus growing closer together... dun u tink??

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Thursday~~

Today is thursday again.. my fav day of the week, my off-rest--do my fav things day. As usual start of my day at KK.. today i had a great time playing Junior Scrable and Candy land with 'QF'. A super cheerful little ger tat cheered me up with her infectious high pitched laughters.. not forgetting her imitation of the broken trumpet...hehehe e 2hrs seemed to pass so fast... my migrain seem to go away during tat 2 hrs.... things on my mind tat need alot of my attention and enegry just went away for awhile.. no need to ans phone calls and reply smses...ehehhe

As for the rest of the day, suppose to settle my PDA phone, go for express meni, tidy up my resume, lookout for jobs, get some slp to chase the on-off migrain away... But cuz of a last min call, I need to head to Great World City to settle some paperwork... den still need head to Suntec City to pick up the corp applications for processing tml and i got to wait for a 7pm appt, which end up i only got to see her at 8.45pm... so all in all, i did none of the above i planned to do.. well u gain some but u lose some.. some times I wonder if all these are worth it anot...

How to determine if its worth it anot?? i guess if at the end u are happy, its consider le ba...??

btw went to the doc on sunday to get med for my headache, at the same time aso to treat my sinus... While waiting for my turn, saw one of so called resident doc was quite a young punk, he even had those hip-hop looking metal chain chained to his pants!!! is this the look of the younger generation docs?? I was praying deep down tat i will not kena him.. but so 'heng' kena him... bo bian, better go see him fast and head back to work..muahaha.. as usual, after i told him how i feel abt my headache, he diagnose it as migrain, den ask me to eat the painkillers, if still pain den need to go back to him.... but was the use of going back to him?? he will just increase the dosage wat.. no point...

As for my sinus, he said it could be due to allergy. I asked him wat and can i test wat is it? he said,"Can, can test, but wat happens if u are allergic to dust?? Are you going to wear a anit-dust box over your head like a helmet to stop your sinus?? No right?? Dun worry, alot of ppl have the same prob as you.. dun worry u can leave with it for the rest of your life one.."
I was like duh~ -_-"" If i know wat to do I'll not have asked right?? anyway, he gave me those nasal spray for me to spray every morning....


Docs really earn very easy money wor.. they just sit and wait for ppl to come visit them, lend a listening ear to wat the patient got to tell them, prescribe the with medicine can liao.. merely 5 mins of consultation they earn like $40 bucks from me liao..muahaha


Saturday, April 21, 2007

Headache!!!!

My head almost exploded from this afternoon's splitting headache... not sure how the headache came abt... the pain was so bad that i cant move for half an hour... pain till i almost puke... end up have to take half day mc to go home and slp... After a few hrs of rest, i feel much more better.. but head still feels heavy... the pain is btw the eyebrows.. very concentrated spot of pain... my brains feels like its been squeeze together... like i drank something real cold that my brain froze together...

How nice if i can get a hug to stop the pain...soft stroking on my face to calm me down...sigh~~~

Friday, April 20, 2007

My First Vb Practise~~~

Oh yeah... after months of anticipation, today i attended my first VB training of 2 hrs without any injuries!! I managed to survive the training session...muahahaa... due to the fact that i have not been playing for 3 yrs...the recieving part of my both hands hurts alot... the skin there is thickened in the process of recieving the balls... and today i played a position i wanted so much to try out when i was back in TP, which Mr Wong didnt really agree.. The Libero..though abit rusty today, i believe with the trainings thats coming up, i shld make a pretty gd libero...muahahahah
In 1998 the libero player was introduced internationally, the term meaning free in Italian. The libero is a player specialized in defensive skills: the libero must wear a contrasting jersey colour from his or her teammates and cannot block or attack the ball when it is entirely above net height. When the ball is not in play, the libero can replace any back-row player, without prior notice to the officials. This replacement does not count against the substitution limit each team is allowed per set, although the libero may be replaced only by the player whom they replaced. The libero may function as a setter only under certain restrictions. If she/he makes an overhand set, she/he must be standing behind (and not stepping on) the 3-metre line; otherwise, the ball cannot be attacked above the net in front of the 3-metre line. An underhand pass is allowed from any part of the court.

The libero is normally the most skilled defensive player on the team. There is also a libero tracking sheet, where the referees or officiating team must keep track of who the libero subs in and out for. There may only be one libero per match, although there may be a different libero in the beginning of any new match.

Furthermore, a libero is not allowed to serve, according to international rules, with the exception of the NCAA women's volleyball games, where a 2004 rule change allows the libero to serve, but only in a specific rotation. That is, the libero can only serve for one person, not for all of the people for whom she goes in. (This rule is also often used in high school, junior college, and club play.)

Of cuz, playing side by side all the Peidao-ians make me proud of myself once again!!!
Jiayou jiayou jiayou.. steady oosh~~~

Song of the Moment~~

"No Promises-Shayne Ward"
Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.

I just need you to know girl.
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight (x2)

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever,
thru Time and Time..

No promises

I don’t wanna run away,
I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises
I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here Tonight (2X)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

???????

So many things going thru my mind,
some does concern me, some does'nt...
So many emotions within me,

some happy, some sad...
So much so that i cant seem to find the rights words to say...or the correct expression and reaction...

Restless + Confuse + Unsure + Lost + Insecure + Angry + Irritated + Totally pissed off + Depressed + Short-circuit = An unstable emotional wreak human time-bomb waiting to explode anytime!!!!

What happens when u r unsure of urself?? Do u run or do u stare it straight at ur face?

Out there somewhere, is there someone u wanted so badly to meet?
That someone, whom you think cld only ans e questions you have?
who cld make a difference in your life?
who cld help you make the correct decision?
who whom you tot is the cause of ur prob?

So, what happens when u finally get to see this someone??
Will this someone be able to answer the questions u have?

be able to make a difference in your life?
be able to help you make the correct decision?
Will this someone not be the cause of your prob anymore?

If you really do meet this someone,
how will you feel?
Will you be more confused?
Will you be more enlightened?
Will you be more angry?
Will you be more at ease?
Will you be lost??


wat a confused mind.....