have been thinking and also discussing with Dar when i shld return to work and i have not been able to make a 100% firm decision.
Part of me wants to go back work come Jan 2012. But part of me want to start only Jan 2013.
Reasons for going back to work:
- want to contribute to the family
- not wanting to loose touch with the society
- dun want to just be confine to home
- wants to be financial independent again
Reasons for not going back to work too early:
- no one to take care of Ashton. Putting him at a infant care at such a young age i feel is a waste of time and money
- my mum still working, not fair to rob her of her freedom and stay home to care for Ashton
- mil would love to take care of Ashton, but she is also busy taking care and cooking for grandpa, plus i do not want her knees to get worse.
- not wanting to miss Ashton's growing up moments. i want to grow with him
The above comparison should have been more than enough to make a decision, but its not easy.
ohhhhhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhh.....
